Thursday, February 28, 2013

Too much loss....

As I sit here my hall is full of totes of baby clothes, diapers and whatnot, my facebook is full of sonagram pictures ....being deleted one by one and my belly is empty except for my now deceased baby waiting to be miscarried. I lost my beloved Grandmother the day we announced the baby. I had thought then that my pain at her loss was a mixed blessing because she would know she had another grandchild. Now today I say goodbye to that child. We don't know what the sex would have been but I still think it was a girl. Today i woke up talking about moving baby clothes and supplies and in a few short moments those plans, that life, that beating heart was stolen from us. Thank God for Bug, my husband and my wonderful mother in law. I may not write for awhile....


  1. I'm so sorry Shay to hear about your loss. :( Thinking of you and your family.

  2. Sorry mama, everything will turn out for the better. Hope you feel better soon!


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