I started this blog 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to be a Green Mom. Now a decade later I have realized motherhood is much more. Am I still the Green Mommy? Yes, but our lives are much bigger than that and I want to write about more than that. So welcome to The New Green Mommy.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Too much loss....
As I sit here my hall is full of totes of baby clothes, diapers and whatnot, my facebook is full of sonagram pictures ....being deleted one by one and my belly is empty except for my now deceased baby waiting to be miscarried. I lost my beloved Grandmother the day we announced the baby. I had thought then that my pain at her loss was a mixed blessing because she would know she had another grandchild. Now today I say goodbye to that child. We don't know what the sex would have been but I still think it was a girl. Today i woke up talking about moving baby clothes and supplies and in a few short moments those plans, that life, that beating heart was stolen from us. Thank God for Bug, my husband and my wonderful mother in law. I may not write for awhile....
Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)
I'm so sorry Shay to hear about your loss. :( Thinking of you and your family.ReplyDelete
Sorry mama, everything will turn out for the better. Hope you feel better soon!ReplyDelete