Thursday, February 28, 2013
As I sit here my hall is full of totes of baby clothes, diapers and whatnot, my facebook is full of sonagram pictures ....being deleted one by one and my belly is empty except for my now deceased baby waiting to be miscarried. I lost my beloved Grandmother the day we announced the baby. I had thought then that my pain at her loss was a mixed blessing because she would know she had another grandchild. Now today I say goodbye to that child. We don't know what the sex would have been but I still think it was a girl. Today i woke up talking about moving baby clothes and supplies and in a few short moments those plans, that life, that beating heart was stolen from us. Thank God for Bug, my husband and my wonderful mother in law. I may not write for awhile....
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Well I know some people measure the 2nd trimester starting at 12 weeks, some 13. Either way here I come.... tomorrow I will be 12 weeks so either tomorrow or in 1 week depending on how you look at it.. I enter the 2nd trimester. I am hoping this insanity that has been morning sickness beyond belief, and a hacking cough will finally go away. I am sorry I haven't written much but between work, pregnancy and reorganizing our house it has been busy to say the least. I will try to now that the pregnancy is progressing and spring is arriving attempt to write more interesting articles... but in the meantime enjoy baby bump pics.